Am I Smart Enough?

Before deciding to be a software engineer, I was a fashion designer, grocery store cash office clerk, etc etc. I was never good at math or problem solving, and I certainly do not think rationally or logically in the way "engineers" do. The bootcamp does a well enough job of introducing us to the basics needed to get a job. I often find myself looking to outside resources over and over again on Youtube, Google, Github forums... and I feel like I still don't understand what is going of half of the time.